Hello Maschio. Luchè, as a child I saw so much violence and people dying in front of me

"Like many kids who grew up in my neighborhood, I saw a lot of violence and so I saw people die in front of me. I saw death." The rapper Luchè confesses to 'Ciao Maschio', the program hosted by Nunzia De Girolamo, in the episode broadcast tonight, Saturday 17 May on Rai 1 after the Eurovision Song Contest final. "When I was about 15-16, I already had this obsession with music that distracted me, I had this dream inside - he continues - The trauma of my parents' separation, however, I realized many years later, because at the beginning for me it was almost a liberation because we didn't get along anyway and so the atmosphere at my house was heavy."

"I've only had problematic love affairs in my life," the rapper confesses. "I don't know what it means to be happy with someone, but I'm not saying it to put on airs, I'm saying it because it's the truth. It's not a nice thing, it's not something I'm proud of, but it's the truth. And I'm also afraid of maybe meeting a happy person and not understanding them. The thing I can't forgive myself for? Having given more than one chance to the same person because I wasn't strong in a moment of solitude."

And De Girolamo confesses to Nunzia: "I've hated myself all my life. It's been a few months since I hated myself anymore. Because I hadn't framed my traumas well and I blamed myself for things I wasn't to blame for. In my neighborhood - concludes the rapper - we were never children. We were never teenagers".